Politics = ‘bloodsucking creatures’

Isn’t it funny how the word ‘politics’ is made up of the words ‘poli’ meaning ‘many’ in Latin, and ‘tics’ as in ‘bloodsucking creatures’ ?

Astrology is so real!!!

Before I was gonna turn off my pc and go study I decided to check my horoscope at myspace. And what it says shocked me and is almost too freaky to me. read:

Friday, May 30, 2008

Aquarius ( Jan 20 – Feb 18 )

It’s so easy to fall in love today that you could do it more than once. But allowing yourself to have a romantic fantasy doesn’t necessarily mean that you must bring it out into the open. Your dreams are overactive now, so be careful that you don’t confuse things and act inappropriately. There’s no need to express your desires to anyone else unless they really want to know.

This shocked me!!! And why you may ask? Because this is exactly how I felt today! I almost developed a (minor) crush on someone today. It’s nothing serious and I probably will forget it soon anyways, but it’s quite freaky after reading this and it explained just how my day went.

Very busy week coming up!!

Next week I’m gonna have a very busy school schedule. The 3rd and last tests and oral examinations will take place (before the final exams in July). This is the last time to prove what you are worth.
It all starts Monday June 2 and end June 14. Well actually it ends june 10, but one of the tests got postponed until June 14th. ON A SATURDAY!!! But I’m not really complaining, because the amount of things I need to study is a lot and I mean a looot. So I can use all the spare time I can to study. So usually on Fridays I don’t like to do anything schoolwork related, but tonight I must. I’m just online to search some info and than I’m gonna hit the books.

I have loads of theory to study and still have 2 books to read. (remember my reading marathon?). so it’s gonna be a very hectic week and I also will need loads of rest, so I don’t fall asleep while studying and I also need to focus to remember everything and not be nervous. I will also try to meditate to get my thoughts in the right place, because in a time like this I tend to mix and mingle my thoughts and forget them in the end.

So I probably won’t be spending much time online… I will must try, being the internet junkie that I am wish me luck and I hope everything will go well.

Clumsy Clay!

I wonder why I have to be so damn clumsy!
I always have to break something, spill my drink, drop something or hurt myself with accidents. I don’t think a day goes by without me making some of mess. It’s so bloody annoying!!
I always have to hurt my leg while walking in the corner of the hallway in our house, hit my toe to the bed or chair, hurt my fingers or more. It has become so much that I’m almost starting to get immune to the pain. I have so many scars to remind me of accidents which has happened to me. I’m just tired of them. Bad luck just seems to be around me all the time.

And today, I almost slip and fall and (almost) break this glass artifact of a ship which we have on our living room table. One of the sails of that ship is broke. And of course it’s due to my clumsiness again.

edit: not long ago I hurt my elbow while searching for something in the closet. And when I was trying to pour juice in a glass I spilled some on myself. *sigh*

Feeling better!

Last night the pressure of not-enough-sleep and overdosis of schoolwork got to me. About 1.30AM, when I did some oractising, I was aactually preparing myself to study the next subject, but since I felt weird, I said: [bleep] it, I’m going to sleep. I’ll rest now and regret everything tomorrow.

So i got my good night rest and was feeling better today. And since I was earlier of school I’m gonna study during the day, so at night i can go to bed and won’t need energy drinks too night. Too much in a row isn’t healthy.

Feeling like a crackhead!

At the moment I’m feeling very weird and I know what the cause of it is. It’s because I’ve barely had any sleep over the past few days and the energy drinks which I use to keep me awake. I feel kind of awkward and I know that I want to sleep, but I’m not sleepy. But on the other hand I can’t afford to sleep now. Need to study.

See what school is doing to? These are kind the sacrifices I need to make. Geez, it’s like I have no life besides school and that’s why it hurts so bad when something goes wrong. And this is also why I get pissed of when I’ve failed.

I feel like a crackhead at the moment. Now I know what Amy Whinehouse must feel like!

I know that I should cut back on things like TV and internet and I really try to reduce the time I spend doing those things and more behind a schoolbook. I’ve not read a “normal” novel since November last year, and I didn’t even get to finish that book.

And I’m kind of happy that all the tv shows I like to watch had their season finale last week, so I can reuse the time I spend behind the tv. There are still a few I watch, but not all of them are on now, so I can focus more. Also the internet time has been cut down to once a day or maybe just a second time very quick to read/answer some emails.

Need to go practice some economics now.

School and such…

So this is how the things went with my crazy old retarded math teacher. First I did all my homework the day before and I was really early at school. I mean earlier than I’ve ever been, because when I was at school only 1 student was already in class.

So after some time passed and some more people started pouring in, it was time for the lesson to start. The teacher got up and started calling names for the kids to leave his classroom. And we asked him what his reason for his decisions were. And he said he doesn’t want to hear anything he wants us to leave. And we refused to leave so he said he wouldn’t teach; which was fine by us. So the lazy old fart started reading his paper. After a while when he got bored with his own lame life he said: okay now it’s time that you really should leave and come back with your parents. And since we still refused he started feeling hopeless and lucky for him (and maybe for us too) our vice-principal happened to walk by so he asked for her help.

Luckily she’s cool and down-to-earth, so we explained to her that this guy is a nutcase and that his accusations are just absurd. That douche bag felt powerless, so he decided to pretend he was still principal of his old school, so he called us out of class to talk one by one to us. We decided to settle for at least that. And all he said is, that we should talk less, pay attention and make our homework.

THAT’S ALL??!! How lame is that. The guy was obviously desperate for attention and wanted to pretend to still rule a school. A big scene for nothing…It’s not our fault that he got degraded. Dude, get over it!!

So now everything is back to “normal” and math is gonna be even more boring from now on.

But anyways, these days I’ll be very busy with studying. The 3rd and last test round is starting next week, although most of them are oral examinations, I still have to prepare myself and study (and by that I mean a lot). And since I get tired I had to drug myself for the past 2 days with energy drinks. They really help me to stay awake; because trust me, I would be sleeping with the lights on and my study book on my face by now

The only downside is that when I’m done and actually want to go to sleep, the caffeine hasn’t run out of my system yet and I’m having trouble falling asleep. Which sounds just like my normal days of insomnia, but different. But oh well, these are the type of sacrifices you have to make in order to have a successful school year.

More of Milla

 oh wow, I received so many positive comments on my last artwork on evthreads.com (a forum where I also show off my work). Thanks to everyone over there, I really appreciate the comments. I’ve been busy with studying this weekend, so I don’t have much new things now, except this one more blend of Milla Jovovich.

Milla Jovovich & Amy Lee graphics

It’s the weekend and I just finished these new graphics.

Actress/Model Milla Jovovich… you know her, she plays in Resident Evil, Ultraviolet, The Fifth Element etc. etc. Although the first two graphics contain images from the movie Ultraviolet, I personally haven’t really seen it yet. I own it on dvd, but I just never really watched it.

And this wallpaper of Amy Lee I had done a few days ago, but for reason I couldn’t upload it.

Click image to enlarge it. Although I don’t think it’s that great.

Crazy old foolish teacher!!

So on Monday morning it won’t be a very pleasant morning for my math teacher. This old retarded fool has threaded to send me out of his class along with 7 other students. Yesterday he mentntioned that he was about to send “certain people” out of the class, because they aren’t serious enough. He didn’t call names, but instead went to another teacher and said who, and she told us. And his excuses don’t make any sense, at least the ones towards me don’t. he says I’m not serious enough and I talk too much with my best friend. Ahuh, and?? Is that any reason? I’ll be making a scene, because as long as he can’t come with a good excuse to send me out of the class I’m not moving my ass from that chain and there’s nothing I can do, because it’s my right to be taught and if he can’t find any GOOD reason, I’ll stand my ground! I don’t care if he wants to quit the who lesson and let the rest suffer; this may sound selfish, but I know that I’ve done nothing wrong.

Unlike the rest of the group, I always have my homework (at least I make until where I can), I’m not late (I was only late 2 times, because of the rain) and if I talk it’s not like I talk that loud like the whole class is disturbed and it’s not like I’m the only one who’s talking, because you should hear some other students with their chit-chat. And I never skip lessons.

I may look like the good schoolboy, but when I know I’ve done nothing wrong, I do have a darker side and it’s not pretty. I know I have the right and I will use it. That’s why I’m getting rid of my anger towards this old demented fool now, so on Monday I’ll be calm and just by being calm protest for my right.

Seriously this guy is way too old too teach and he used to be the head at another school, until he got degraded and has to simple be another teacher and stand in front of the class. I’m not sure if this has affected his thinking, but he acts like he owns this school.

But good thing I’m not annoying and I have teacher’s who like me so I’ll hopefully be able to get some support there, because this is absurd and if he can’t come with a  strong argument I won’t be moving an inch.

We’ll see how this goes.